why is it?
why is it that just because i misunderstood or misinterpreted what you told me, i don’t care
why is it that when i keep quiet, am hiding something from you or i don’t want to talk to you
why is it that she thinks am a player just ’cause am good with girls
why is it that when she gets mad, its justified, but when i get mad, am being unfriendly
why is it that she expects me to put up with her bad behavior
why is it that love is such an ugly business and yet we still live for it
why is it that i never cook nowadays and yet am such a good cook
why is it that i feel like there’s never enough cartoons on tv
why is it that someone will only walk in on me seconds after i have violated my air space
why is it that the bathroom is my sanctuary, the one place i can think good and know am alone
why is that i can win a grammy in the shower
why is it that early morning exercises mess up the number 2 sessions
why is it that sometimes, however hard you try, their will be no number 2 in the morning, but soon as you get to the office, its all over you like a lousy louse
why is it that after her operation, she is still not getting better, something always comes up
why is it that even though she’s the only one who understands fully, we rarely get time to talk
why is it that am always there for everyone else but just a little for her, yet she needs me more than them
why is it that God seems to never hear my prayers, however hard i pray
why is that am farthest from God, during the times i know only Him can sort me out
why is it that God seems to never speak to me, even just to say NO!
why is it that after a year and 5 months i still break down and cry over her like its happening all over again
why is it that her birthday is coming up soon and am still broken up ’cause this will be the second year i will not share it with her
why is it that someone asked after her on tuesday and i wanted to do him in
why is it that my mouth goes dry and i become dumb everytime someone asks after her
why is it that i can’t bring myself to tell them the truth about her if they already do not know
why is it i always walk in half expecting to find her lounging in her favorite seat
why is it that i still do not have the answer to them questions
why is it that i still regret the things i never did with/for her
why is it that missing her is such a physical strain on my heart
why is it that i hate capital letters and punctuation
why is it that i still feel invincible regardless
why is it that i had to come up with this
why is it that am prolly goin to bring this post down soon as i come back to me senses
why is it that i have to go now and i think this don’t make sense
November 20th, 2008 at 4:20 pm
WHY don’t I win these socks?
November 20th, 2008 at 4:21 pm
Zed, Zebra, Zimbabwe.
November 20th, 2008 at 4:52 pm
Take a deep breath - just breathe and be.
(((Emrys)))
November 20th, 2008 at 5:07 pm
Why why why……why is it I have nothing to say but I am still saying nothing???? Why?
November 21st, 2008 at 1:08 am
since its asking…
why is it that cheri, nev, emi get all the socks all the time…
Why is it that your page has come up funny on my pc this time..
Dude i done have answer but i think Petesmama’s breathing thing might work and remember no matter how long it takes..it will be ok sooner than you know it…
November 21st, 2008 at 1:09 am
oh the page came back to normal…lol
November 21st, 2008 at 10:10 am
A broken heart does not heal easy. Give it time, you’ll be ait.
(((((Emrys)))))
November 21st, 2008 at 11:36 am
(sigh)
why does this post so awesome yet so sad?
Why is it we cum up with cool work when our hearts are broken?
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
November 21st, 2008 at 4:08 pm
You are a good cook and you love cartoons. Great!
November 21st, 2008 at 5:10 pm
tbut mudamali i cant comment over at yours, activate all the options, i gats no google or blogger accoun
November 21st, 2008 at 5:30 pm
Ok. Let me work on it now.
November 21st, 2008 at 6:49 pm
you know the song that starts ’sometimes i get the feeling my prayers bounce right off the ceiling and spill around the room with me and never get to you?” i know the feeling and yup there is never enough cartoon on tv and yup i feel that way about being there for everyone and never for that person and yup i feel that thing of wanting to be with the person that fully understands you but you never get time and yup, yup, ypu, ypu, ypu, gosh i feel you! i ve got 12stones , so you can shift from relient K, they have a song called ’stay’ that kills me everytime i feel like this… questions for heaven… but above all things
god hears you, he so definatley does, he knows he understands, keep beleiving even when it dont make sence, you will break through.
luv u
November 21st, 2008 at 7:49 pm
first time here and i so like the place.
why is it that after a year and 5 months i still break down and cry over her like its happening all over again
i liked that one.
some1 else, somewhere got the same questions.
and answers are not coming easy, no lie.
November 21st, 2008 at 9:55 pm
this is really beautiful. made me think of edy.
dont take it down.
November 22nd, 2008 at 11:12 am
ooh lulu, so sweet!
dude, i dropt acomment here yesday, WHERE IS MY COMMENT?, WAT DID U DO TO MY COMMENT?, I WANT MY COMMENT.
November 24th, 2008 at 8:18 am
Dude, i wanna marry you. For the cooking! Oh and love is never ugly business. You see, i believe it when people say “i’d rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else..” wait, that was luther vandros. anyway, even when you are fighting and hating each other, there is no other place you would rather be than with each other. no other person you would rather talk to than shout at each other…
peace out
November 24th, 2008 at 8:22 am
and God does hear your prayers. God speaks to you. God is always near.Dude what’s up with you? Being cynical and depressed is my job! now, enough with this foolishness! okay Emry’s?
November 24th, 2008 at 8:26 am
God does hear your prayers. God speaks to you. God is always near.Dude what’s up with you? Being cynical and depressed is my job! now, enough with this foolishness! okay Emry’s?
November 24th, 2008 at 8:28 am
duplicate comments. shit. sorry emry’s.but it not my fault! your sserver was acting up! or mine
November 24th, 2008 at 4:12 pm
banange Antipop; toyina wuwo?! Daye’li mukayumba ko-
wamma Emry’s go on feel sad and depressed. Its good for blogger- not that I know.
November 25th, 2008 at 2:28 am
what you need is a ssenga….to straighten you out…what you need to do is to get yourself a BFF who is a chick…she will introduce you to loads of people and nice ones too…you will forget all that pain…trust me…
November 26th, 2008 at 12:29 am
I feel you on the pain. Why is it like that? That happiness seems to last a moment while pain never really goes away
and there are never enough cartoons on tv.
November 26th, 2008 at 10:28 am
but YZ, you blocked comments on yo blog, warrup?