weekend rots
i think i have a case of slevin kelevra’s ataraxia going on. am in a state of being where anything going on does not affect me in any way, except when its an arsenal loss. damn those homies, they always get me depressed. i thought i was never ever ever going to get depressed over a football match again, i was wrong. this weekend was the second time i was physically sick over a game of football. and yet there are better things to be sick at, like friendships going awry(and if you are reading this, you and i, we still got it going on). somehow my sports calendar has sucked this year. from germany to felipe massa to cranes to arsenal. atleast nadal hasn’t disappointed.
anyway like i said, i think have some sort of ataraxia going on. now this as DK can testify, can be a good thing, but at the same time, it can be really dangerous. for those of you who don’t know, ataraxia is this state of absolute tranquility, where you just do not care about anything(well mostly the bad stuff happening). will i suffer for it?? only time will tell, but i can assure you, some things in my life have gone unnoticed this past weekend, things i would normally pay attention to.
much went down over the weekend other than the arsenal loss. Dk and i, we brought sexy right back in kanzus, we were almost mistaken for the groom and his best man. whoever said you can’t look killer in kanzus, definitely wasn’t talking about us. we were so hot, someone had to be smack in the middle, you know how like poles do not attract and stuff. i also had a fight, it feels good fighting for something you believe in, getting someone to believe what you believe.
oh, i also received a beautiful love letter from a sweet girl i know. now if only i could find it in me to feel even an inkling of what she feels, hmmm.
i had two vigils to attend this weekend. the first went down, friday night. went with a couple of buds and they ended up serving us chips for food. so when we(same crew) went for the second one on saturday night at about midnight, it came to feeding time and one of the dudes i went with turns to me and asks if there was chips. when he got an answer not in the affirmative, dude just got up and walked away, excuse being, he didn’t even know on whose behalf we were mourning. i died.
i also found out a couple of dudes were player hating me over this gal am not(yet?) even pursuing. how u goin to hate on a brother you only knew for 5 minutes, huh? at first i was mad, but then i remembered the words of the legendary katt williams. something to the effect of, there will always be haters, so you better give ‘em something to hate on. i figured i must have my game tight if dude is goin to be hating before i even make my move, running scared and stuff. matter of fact, yiz dudes should be worried coz ama bring it on. give you reason to hate even more. and to think i was beginning to think these dudes be cool and all.
right now i feel like that proverbial man drowning and clutching at straws in the hope that they will save him……….you know who you are!
yep, i know this definitely don’t make no sense, but who says i wanted to anyway??
and i am feeling on lots of relient k at the moment.
am out. peace!!
November 17th, 2008 at 3:42 pm
socks, yes?
November 17th, 2008 at 3:48 pm
you’re allowed to vent, i kinda hope, for your sake, that these haters will read this blog, atleast you had a few laughs with that friend of yours who was hoping to have chips at the next vigil; as for the sweet girl, “If you feel nothing for her, tell her” just lay it on her easy
November 17th, 2008 at 3:53 pm
Oh man
even Yvonne is grabbing socks
WTF??
November 17th, 2008 at 4:04 pm
lol….oh my unrequited love poor babe…give her chance nawe…as for Arsenal man glad i didnt watch b’se those guys are full of not very nice suprises now days…
November 17th, 2008 at 4:07 pm
actually yah…i agree with Yvonne..tell her if you dont like her…its not nice leading her on even if you want to give the haters something to hate about….Though a love letter thats so romantic you should post it here so we get some tips….
November 17th, 2008 at 4:13 pm
I thought I was the only one sick from Arsenal’s loss, at least I have co-bakungubazi!
Some receiving love letters man, at your age man—you must really be a King of sorts.
Well, seems you had an interesting weekend. I hope you show em haters love so they can be embarrassed (heaping hot coals like Abba says…)
Great week man.
November 17th, 2008 at 4:16 pm
@yvonne, congs for them socks, i see you go them on a couple of other blogs as well. “i kinda hope, for your sake, that these haters will read this blog,”, no, i hope for their sake they read it and up there game.
@b2b dawg, don’t hate on the damsel
November 17th, 2008 at 4:22 pm
@UG gal and Yvonne, am not leading the sweet girl on, she just believes she can sway my heart, who am i to shoot down her hopes.
@nev and UG gal, man these arsenal guys need to style up asap and nev have a good week yoself
November 17th, 2008 at 4:32 pm
Hit or Miss
November 17th, 2008 at 6:25 pm
Haters: it’s there job to hate, don’t deny them there right…if u have no one to hate, pliz feel free to hate on me. and ladies if u have 10 chicks hating on u, figure out how to make them 20 before x-mas gets here.
don’t u just love katt william?
November 17th, 2008 at 6:31 pm
I’m enjoying the gunner’s losses btw.
hehe…
November 17th, 2008 at 6:41 pm
@ed man, whats with the gooner bashing.looks like we have taken over from where yo boys stopped last season.
katt williams rocks, its a pity he had to check into a mental institute
November 18th, 2008 at 2:37 am
Damn I missed the socks…and Nev the Gunner, I was most happy when they lost
lol you should have posted that kanzu look for the reaction of fellow bloggers.
Why is it that when two people are not yet tite, One always likes the other more while the one being liked does not feel the liker?
I wish I could have ataraxia..
November 18th, 2008 at 8:16 am
but youoooooo! nga you must be hot for guys to hate you for chicks, okay here be’s my love lerrer to you (note the ‘r’ where the ‘t’ should be…dear weak dude, of royal weakness, my knees go weak at the thought of your weakness, i totlally weakened with love for you, i hope ou feel me too…weak!, later, a weak admirer
November 18th, 2008 at 9:05 am
Lulu said it!!!
November 18th, 2008 at 11:58 am
@emi, ataraxia rocks for sometime atleast, until all the important things and pips begin to pass you by.
@lulu, awwwwwww how shweet, am smitten
November 18th, 2008 at 4:59 pm
i keep opening your page to read, but just when it has loaded good, my boss burges in with demands and all that ish bosses do. so i have failed to read this post. wil try again tomoro. how are u emrys?
November 18th, 2008 at 6:29 pm
You sure have drama in your life. I wish I was like you.
November 20th, 2008 at 9:34 am
hi antipop. lets enter yo boss into one of those get the boss out of town thingies that goes on on radio, ten you can comment bulungi
November 20th, 2008 at 2:05 pm
Katt, “this shit right here” Williams. make sure u get to 5 haters by end of Dec. then ur game is tight.
November 21st, 2008 at 1:14 pm
Lulu,
as a friend of mine would say “That is it!!”