new year resolutions
so yeah, new year’s resolutions. i happen to have a resolution that…..what?? i cant make resolutions at this time of the year?? says who?? you?? who the heck cares what the heck you think, get outta here you dimwit, silly, bum scratcher…
so anyway as i was saying, i have a resolution. i want to kick an addiction. yes an addiction.
oh before i forget, hi phoebe deary!!!
ok, i was saying i have an addiction that needs kicking. see it(we shall call it her) started out as a habit. i loved her and she seemed to feel me too. everytime we were together getting it on, things went smoothly, she actually had a good effect on the rest of my relationships, they thrived coz of her. when things were good with her, everything else was good, when things got sour with her, we worked out our differences, and everything else remained all good. she seemed to be the one thing that always made sense in life, everything fell into perspective. everytime we had a fight it would never last long, coz i never could get enough of her. i kept going back. our love(or rather my love for her) grew intense. a weekend without her was passionless. months without her were dreary.
now am fixated on her and i have developed a destructive dependence on her. it has now led to a number of problematic behavioural symptoms common to all addictions, including realtionship neglect. the time spent with her is causing negative behaviour in my life. am sick of her, and yet i just cant seem to get enough of her. i want to ditch her but i cant. last night was terrible, i vowed it would be the last time i saw her in months, you know, give each other time to cool off and stuff, but by this afternoon, i was already missing her.
so what should i do to kick this habit/addiction?? after last night, i still know that come sunday at 6pm, i’ll still be the first person infront of the tv as arsenal takes on chelsea. no matter how badly we get beat, i still go back. all day, i’ve been thinking about the loss last night and i still cant get my head round it, am depressed. am yet to meet any of my manu buddies but the thought of seeing them sends chills down my spine, the ribbing, oh God!!!
whats a man to do??
am outta here. i know it dont make sense!!!
ps: maybe i’ll give up watching and concentrate strictly on just the playing.
May 6th, 2009 at 3:20 pm
maybe gettin another addiction xcept her.
Lmao.trust me
ok dont trust me but try it
May 6th, 2009 at 5:49 pm
me two..i watched the match…was heart broken after ten mintues..i have wanted to break up with her too..but then there times i when because of her i can live another day….
May 6th, 2009 at 5:49 pm
even this general weakness is reeking right into my blog. that transfer and loss of one liners…damn. Addiction..kanye west
May 6th, 2009 at 5:50 pm
drop her…like drop her for good. she is wearing those fancy underwear but she aint your pro queen.
May 6th, 2009 at 6:01 pm
Thats the way relationships go. Stick it out, it gets better just when you’ve settled for worse
May 6th, 2009 at 6:01 pm
Thats the way relationships go sometimes. Stick it out, it gets better just when you’ve settled for worse
May 6th, 2009 at 6:20 pm
all this for just soccer? Really emrys!
May 6th, 2009 at 6:25 pm
Dude, you need to find another team. Like my favourite all time team, Northend Thistle, who never won a match in 15 years.
At least with those chaps, you know what to expect. No dissappointments.
May 6th, 2009 at 6:58 pm
The Emrys…you think you have it bad, I had a near fit trying to figure out when the 2weak dudes would come clean and show up, togethr, with their 2 Mrs. Weak Dudes, to BHH
(B2B you made me do this, lol) we missed you at this last one.
this addiction like you call it, will pass,
signed,
Manchester United
May 6th, 2009 at 7:43 pm
King, u are an ass…i know, nothing new there. You must have googled that team…
lol@Kata Kuzi..the man’s got a point.
May 7th, 2009 at 8:42 am
and to think some chap killed himself over the match, sad, very sad!!
http://soccernet.espn.go.com/news/story?id=643825&sec=uefachampionsleague&cc=3888
May 7th, 2009 at 9:54 am
seriously dude
May 7th, 2009 at 11:02 am
Yu could cheat on her with my Mrs. Fulham F.C.
She rarely disappoints me as we know each other’s capabilities and weaknesses.
Actually she always gives me surprises. Like this season.
May 7th, 2009 at 3:42 pm
You heard of a guy who killed himself in kenya coz that match…
Hold it….
kick it out.
May 9th, 2009 at 4:09 pm
instead you could follow something like handball
May 14th, 2009 at 7:31 pm
am going to see a speciallist …come with me…he helps you get rid of any addiction
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